The first time I got pregnant I miscarried. We went to the doctor and saw a baby with a heartbeat... and the next time we didn't. I was devastated. I couldn't handle it at all really and mostly just fell apart.

Underachievement in March and April

I just remembered that I write a blog sometimes. Insert shrugging sholders girl emoji here. But I did remember and now I write this from outside a teepee in the middle of nowhere because that seems like a good time for blogging. Rob and I took a mini vacation for our 8^th anniversary (and also for my sanity) to Marfa, TX. Such a weird cool place.

Underachievement in February

I'm sitting in the coffee shop I worked in as a barista my sophomore through senior year of college at Texas Tech. I love this place, J&B Coffee, but there's way too many people in here. I should have just stayed in Lubbock and bought this place apparently. When I worked here there were not this many people which led to many days just standing behind the counter, drinking this same chai I have in my hand now (far superior to starbucks) thinking about what I was going to do with my life. And now 13-ish years later I'm sitting here writing about all the things I'm not going to do. 

Underachievement in January

Underachieving is harder than you'd think. There are so many choices in one day and in many of them you can ask yourself, "why am I choosing this over that?" Is it because I'm being an achiever? Am I choosing this to be an underachiever... and does that mean I'm overachieving at underachieving?!?! So January is just for figuring it out.

That About Sums it Up.

This post is dedicated to my Aunt Helen who always asks for more blog posts! 

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